In this meantime, I tend to listen to some “Ru” (lullabies) songs of Trinh Cong Son… It did not come from the negative feelings of being alone, nor the feelings of a bothered (anxiety) mind of something or someone… My heart is still same for a long time, I still eat well… sleep well.. and still can put me down to sleep in a second… My heart is still empty, not bothered, not worried…
Then the “Ru” in a chain of songs of Trinh Cong Son accidentally came to me slowly, with a little gentle… a little meditation, a little love, a little smile…
Ru em đầu cơn gió, em hong tóc bên hồ… (?)
Or
Ru em ngồi yên nhé, tôi tìm cuộc tình cho… (?)
Actually, the origin of this emotions with the “Ru” songs of Trinh did not come from the one of them, but it have started at the begining with the song “Như Cánh Vạc Bay – Like a Flying Wing” that I would often hear and sometime playing with some notes on my piano…
Is sunshine pink like your lips?
Rain is sad like your eyes?
Your hair, has fallen to life as a wave…
I am now as lost again in an affection for a girl… a little girl! When thinking of her, I become with a feeling heart… The song “Như Cánh Vạc Bay” sounded casually while I was sitting in a poetry sitting on a bus… its rhythm and lyric… suddenly made me smiled… – sometimes I still smile at myself while sitting in the bus, looking out the window and listening through the lyrics of Trinh – but this time, in my smile mixed with a bit of that girl face, I would not flatter her to being such a lovely girl that “Sunny is more jealous of your lips…” or “Cloud are still sad in your eyes. “; With me, she is the remnant of the kind of person that I’m always attracted to – the kind of girl who looks so good and simple… beautiful and hard working in her day-to-day and in her life…; At that time, when the lyrics of the song resounded, suddenly my mind’s eye was the image of her and especially her “hated” face… that made me smile… “My little girl, I got feels on you…” – 143!
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Wow, it looks like I’m a bit off topic,
Come back to the Ru of Trinh…
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